Evidently,
I’m sicker than I look. My doctor says I
have a weak heart.
That
frightens me.
But
on the other side of fear … hope.
My
doctor says I have 85-90% blockage in my arteries.
That
frightens me.
But
on the other side of fear … he can do something about that and give me twenty
more years.
I
could list a lot of foods that are now off my diet. I may miss them from time to time. And I fear for when the cravings may kick in.
However,
you should see what I had for dinner last night – an amazing cube steak with
mushrooms, carrots, green beans, and for dessert – yummy rice pudding.
I
have fears about what I’m now into, and the losses, and the changes of
lifestyle, but on the other side of my fears … GREAT HOPE!
I
have great hope for I choose to live a better-quality life.
I
fear every new step on this new journey.
Today I go back to work for a few hours.
I’m fearful.
Today
I have to make choices for lunch. I know
what I want to choose … now will I actually choose it. I am fearful.
But
I face my fears. I trust my new
resolve. I trust my doctors. I trust my wife who believes in me, I trust my
God, and I trust the wisdom of others in the choices I will make today.
Fear
will probably nip at my heels for a while now with every decision I make, and
that is okay. Perhaps it helps me tread
even more carefully, plant each step with more intentionality, and be present
and mindful with every choice, every bite and every thought.
Yes,
I’m fearful …
And
on the other side of my fears … I’m hopeful.
This
is my morning reflection.
Words of Hope
Encouragement Inspiration
One Word at a Time
No comments:
Post a Comment