Sunday, January 27, 2019

Value In Hardship


Value in Hardship

This thought arrested my thinking just now – there is value in hardship.  It made me pause, reflect and ponder my own life.  I’ve had hardships, and I can see an overarching value in everything I’ve endured.

These ‘hard’ events have happened in my life

~In 1980 I awakened to 1/3 of my back yard having washed away down the ravine behind my house.
~2 divorces
~Bankruptcy
~My dream job was within my grasp and was taken away eight months later.
~Marriage to someone who relapsed on a drug addiction
~Heart bypass surgery

So, the big question … where’s the value in all of these life experiences?

They don’t have much of a connecting link that I can see.  Just some random life events that I’ve had to endure. 

But what I do see is this … I’ve made it through all of these experiences thus far.  I am a survivor. 

I thought the world ended when my back yard disappeared.  I could not see the next step for a few days.  Somehow, I managed to figure out a fix and moved on.  We fixed the yard with a government loan, and paid it off when I sold the house.

Divorces and the bankruptcy were no fun, but I made it through those as well.  I survived.

The drug experience addiction with my second wife was a very difficult time.  I didn’t think I would ever see the end of that one.  But it too ended. 

That was extremely hard. 

Heart bypass was hard too, but harder, I think, on Carolyn than me.  All I had to do was endure a bit of pain and lay round and let my body recover.  CB had to play nurse-maid, cook and bottle washer and major care-giver for a good while.

So, what have I learned?

I said it up front.  I am a survivor.  I have survived these hardships. 

How did I managed to survive this stuff and where did this strength to survive come from?

Of course, first I give credit to God for His mysterious strength and intestinal fortitude that He gave me in those moments. 

Second, we humans have an incredible capacity for survival, if we can tune into it.  I don’t know how we do these incredible feats of recovery and conquering.  All I know is this … by God’s amazing design, we can find the strength to march through hard times.  We don’t ask for this stuff to happen.  We don’t order it from Amazon.  It sometimes just happens.

And we manage to cope and survive.

To all you survivors out there, whether it be adventures like I’ve experienced, or your own stories of hard times and hard places, you have come through these times, because you are reading my words.  And if you are still in the throes of a difficult place, take hope that others like you have come through tough times too and you can make it.

If you need help, seek it.  Ask.
If you have a faith community you trust, let them be your partners for whatever services and support they can offer.
If you pray, then seek the God who hears and answers.

And trust your own ability to overcome.  You may not see it today, but I believe it lies within. 

If you write to me, I will pray for you.


This is my
morning reflection.



P Michael Biggs
Words of Hope
Encouragement
Inspiration



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