Surgery Has Changed Me
Yes
indeed. Surgery has changed me.
I’ve
been wanting to resume my writing schedule for a few weeks now. However, the ideas and my attention span didn’t
cooperate. I’ve had more than a few
ideas during this time, but had no pen and paper or my computer at hand to
capture them. My loss.
I’ve
attempted to write a post no less than six times since December 18 (my
If
so, then this is my attempt at reconditioning my mind to get back into the
business of producing words and ideas of hope, encouragement and
inspiration.
I
had breakfast with my friend Tom today.
He jump-started my thinking by saying … just write and let us know you
are okay.
So
here goes … I am okay. More than
okay. I’m on the mend. I’m not 100% yet but the doctor okayed me to
drive now that my dizziness has mostly subsided. I am free from pain, I have lost muscle tone
and not just in the creativity area. I’m
down 30+ pounds and my belt is in the smallest notch, so all of that is a
change.
I
move slower than ever.
I’ve
read 2 excellent books during recovery so far.
I’m
caught up on all the Hallmark Christmas moves for a few years.
I’m
eating differently w/better discernment.
I’m
a bit more emotional. Reflecting on what
I’ve been through and the kindness of family and friends moves me more.
I’ve
got to tell you this … when I awakened at 6:23PM on the 18th I was a
very happy man. Even in my groggy state,
I was aware of a gracious and faithful God who brought me through that procedure.
The
other changes will play out over the next weeks and months.
For
now … I’m happy to be here, seeing the lovely face of Carolyn and our family,
and the life I’ve been granted.
And
with a deep awareness of you, my readers and friends, who have extended the hand
of friendship, love, prayers and kind healing thoughts to me on this journey.
This
is my morning reflection.
Words of Hope
Encouragement Inspiration
One Word at a Time
So so sweet Michael! Thank you for putting down your thoughts in words to share with us. So grateful for you and for the Lord's sustaining and getting you through. Love you and Carolyn.
ReplyDeleteMike, My son, Mike died on March 2, 2014 from the widow maker. I had 2 heart attacks on March 30, 2016 and a quadruple by pass two days later. I was already in a depression and grieving over the loss of our Mike, but the surgery threw my into the deepest depression I could ever imagine. It has been almost 4 years now. I am totally a different person. I miss that person I use to be. This is a long journey and totally affected by the bypass surgery. I'll be praying for you.
ReplyDeleteI am so very happy you had a successful surgery and are here to continue your contributions to the world.
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